Ever change

Ive noticed something about myself that when I’m out and about in my day and I run into someone who might be someone my dads age, I smile and almost treat them with more kindness than others. If you’ve read any of my post then you’ll know I don’t know who my dad is.

While I’m at the gym, or grocery shopping, in a park, I almost make it known to make eye contact and smile.

I questioned, how come I didn’t smile at the lady passing me or make eye contact or attempt to exchange hellos.

I realized, I look at these men as if this were my dad, and wonder how would I want our first encounter to be like. And I know this about myself I don’ make great first impression, but memorable ones.

This is my hopeful, even knowing all the negative possibilities that life brings, I keep hope.